Hope ~ the Mantra for Today
Today I will be hopeful and remain in the expansive quality that opens in me when I am filled with Hope.
Reading today.
Preparing for a diagnostic surgery tomorrow. I am preparing for what will happen tomorrow and creating some time over the weekend for recovery.
I am reading, “The Velvet Rage: Overcoming the Pain of Growing Up Gay in a Straight Man’s World”. Having read a few pages I have an inkling now that this read is going to be a valuable and informative journey. My first response… “I wish … that man who was my primary teacher and trainer while I was training to become a counsellor had read this… Perhaps he would have been more empathetic as a gay man working with other gay men…”
This is going to be a delightful ride, a ride and a read and a rest that I am looking forward to. I am sure this book will take my mind off of the fear and wondering about the surgical procedure taking place tomorrow, I have this thought that this read will sooth me and help me rejuvenate.
Today I will be happy and joyful and in the pleasure of being me… AS PINK AS THAT IS!
Rest has transformed the way I feel.
Yesterday I took care of many small detailed elements that were stressing me.
Today I feel well rested after a deep and undisturbed sleep. Last night was the first night in many that I felt no pain in the middle of the night. To wake up after a night of rest was delightful.
I feel energized and enriched by rest.
Today I will take care of a few more pieces, I will allow for the tranquility to flow. I will savour the delight of feeling rested and rejuvenated and unafraid.
Glads are a delight! ❤
“If you never did you should. These things are fun and fun is good” ~ Dr. Seuss
Today is all about doing, preparing, planning and letting go. Doing some of the things, taking care of some of the stuff that I have little practice with. By all of this I mean that today I must enlist help. I must ask those around me to help me. Some of this asking is simply for a thought, with some a big deed. Asking has always been a challenge for me.
Today I will trust and ask. I will seek the help that I need to move ahead. I will take care of myself and in this self-care take care of the world and the loved ones around me. ❤
“The Angel Within” – My very own Guardian Angel. Protecting me and helping. September 13th, 2011
Today is one step at a time.
I will not judge anything of the size, depth or length of each step. A step is a step. I am diligently moving ahead one step at a time.
This is actually difficult for me as I am usually dancing ahead of myself. Today is different and it seems that each step must be taken precisely, with assurance and determination. I must constantly let myself know that this is actually dancing, simply to a different cadence and rhythm. The difference between doing the Watusi and Irish Step Dance, the difference between break dancing and a classical minuet.
Today I will love the dance and trust that my steps will be guided by the light of the moon. I will adore the dance as it unfolds. I will surrender to life’s cadence. ❤
Ganesh – Lord of Obstacles. Yes he can put them in the way as well as take them out of the way. He is also the Lord of Beginnings.
My blog today simply dedicated to Ganesh – Lord of Obstacles also Lord of Letters and Learning. Ganesha is also associated with the first chakra – the base, the root, the source.
Sexy Excitement is what is dwelling in my Juicy Heart this moment. ♥
Yes! I mean being in a state of anticipation, arousal, pleasure. Licking my chops at the thought of what is ahead.
Being joyful in the moment smiling and being proactive, working towards rather than running away or freezing in stillness. Using my HUMAN brain and the powers of my cognition. Actively using my ability and my skills to transform what I do not want into what I do want and desire. To live and manifest my dreams.
Today I will be filled with JOY and TRUST that I have the power to transform. ♥
My Juicy Heart today…
Possibilities = a Juicy Heart!
I find that always knowing and searching for possibilities keeps me curious and Juicy.
Looking for the possibility. Seeing how something, anything really, could endlessly open into an astounding range of possibility is an enjoyable pursuit of mine. This to me is like problem solving or perhaps being optimistic. Possibilities keeps me cheerful and happy.
Today I will be open to the possibility… ❤